Daily spewage of a bitter mind.

I’ve been a bit down since last night when I heard a voicemail from my doctor’s office. It said the good Doc wanted me to come in since my blood test (A1C) came back even worse.

Seriously? Worse??? I told my good friend, Ellie, about it and her mouth dropped.

Ellie: But you’ve been good!
Me: I know.
Ellie: And you excercised every day.
Me: I know!
Ellie: And you’ve been eating right!
Me: OMG, I KNOW!

Seriously, I thought I was going to kick ass on this test. Nope, my blood sugars are worse. Which means the Metformin I’m on is either doing nothing or is making things worse? I’m not sure how this is possible.

Either way, I have to go back on Thursday morning and figure out what is going to be done about it.

Today, all I’ve had is a few Glucerna’s. Which is fine… not very exciting. I just feel like anything I put in my mouth is going to make things worse. So I might as well do some meal replacements and see if that helps any. I’ll just drink these for my day time meals and have a decent dinner.

Woe is me… woe is me.

~ by dmoola on February 22, 2010.